urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:elusivethoughts you're reading it... Ms.Trout 2006-02-20T19:09:05Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:elusivethoughts:48018 2006-02-20T19:09:05Z 2006-02-20T19:09:05Z The baby isnt a it anymore it's a girl!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:elusivethoughts:47787 2006-01-24T22:53:52Z 2006-01-24T22:53:52Z You know you're from Michigan when... <br /><br /><br />1. You've never met any celebrities.<br /><br />2. "Vacation" means going to Cedar Point.<br /><br />3. At least 1 member of your family disowns you the week of the<br />Michigan/Michigan State game.<br /><br />4. Half the change in your pocket is Canadian ... eh!<br /><br />5. You drive 86 mph on the highway and pass on the right.<br /><br />6. Your idea of a traffic jam is 40 cars waiting to pass an orange<br />barrel.<br /><br />7. You know how to play (and pronounce) Euchre.<br /><br />8. It's easy to get VERNORS Ginger Ale, Sanders Hot Fudge sauce and Faygo Pop.<br /><br />9. You know how to pronounce "Mackinac."<br /><br />10. You've had to switch on the "heat" and the "A/C" in the same day.<br /><br />11. You bake with SODA and drink a POP.<br /><br />12. The movie "Escanaba in Da Moonlight" wasn't funny. You consider it a documentary.<br /><br />13. Your little league game was snowed out.<br /><br />14. The word "thumb" has geographical, rather than anatomical<br />significance.<br /><br />15. You show people where you grew up by pointing to a spot on the back of your left hand.<br /><br />16. Traveling coast-to-coast means driving from Port Huron to Muskegon.<br /><br />17. You measure distance in minutes.<br /><br />18. When giving directions, you refer to "A Michigan Left."<br /><br />19. You know that Kalamazoo not only exists, but it is either raining or snowing there.<br /><br />20. Your year has 2 seasons: winter and Construction.<br /><br />21. Home Depot on any Saturday is busier than toy stores at Christmas.<br /><br />22. You know when it has rained because of the smell of worms.<br /><br />23. Owning a Japanese car was a hangin' offense in your hometown.<br /><br />24. You believe that "down south" means Toledo.<br /><br />25. You actually understand everything i just said =)<br /><br />I like that one! <br /><br />Already in the 2nd trimester, this kid is going to be here before we know it! =) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:elusivethoughts:47477 2006-01-17T19:20:46Z 2006-01-17T19:20:46Z 1. what is your middle name?<br />~ Anne<br /><br />2. what size is your bed?<br />~ Queen<br /><br />3. what are you listening to right now?<br />~ Boy Meets World...talking to Andrea<br /><br />4. what are the last 2 digits in your phone number?<br />~ 21<br /><br />5. what was the last thing you ate?<br />~ SUBWAY...Mmmmm<br /><br />6. last person you hugged?<br />~ Jay<br /><br />7. how is the weather right now?<br />~ raining<br /><br />8. who was the last person you talked to on the phone?<br />~ Andrea<br /><br />9. whats the first thing you notice about someone of the opposite sex?<br />~ smile<br /><br />10. do u have a G/F B/F?<br />~ yes i do<br /><br />11. do you want children?<br />~ i'll be a mommy in six more months<br /><br />12. do you drink?<br />~ yes but not when i'm carrying the baby<br /><br />13. ever get so drunk you don't remember the entire night?<br />~ oh yes <br /><br />14. hair color?<br />~ brown <br /><br />15. Eyes?<br />~ Brown<br /><br />17. favorite holiday?<br />~ christmas<br /><br />18. favorite season?<br />~ spring<br /><br />19. ever cried for no reason?<br />~ oh yes<br /><br />20. last movie you watched?<br />~ monster-in-law<br /><br />30. piercing?<br />~ 6<br /><br />31.favorite movie(s)?<br />~ cinderella<br /><br />32 favorite college football team?<br />~ MSU<br /><br />33. what were you doing before filling this out?<br />~ eatin my subway<br /><br />34. any pets?<br />~ many and i love them all<br /><br />35. dog or cat?<br />~ both<br /><br />36. Names?<br />~ not listing all their names<br /><br />37. have you ever been caught doing something you weren't supposed to be doing?<br />~ oh yes<br /><br />38. Have you ever loved someone?<br />~ yes<br /><br />39. who would you like to see right now?<br />~ Jay<br /><br />40. are you still friends with your exs?<br />~ some of them<br /><br />41. have you ever fired a gun?<br />~ no<br /><br />42. do you like to travel by plane?<br />~ yes<br /><br />43. right- or left-handed?<br />~ lefty<br /><br />44. if you could be with someone right now who would it be?<br />~ My Buby<br /><br />45. how many pillows do you sleep with?<br />~ 2 or three<br /><br />46. are you missing someone?<br />~ my buby<br /><br />47. Do you have a tattoo?<br />~ yes, 2<br /><br />48. do you still watch cartoons on Saturday morning?<br />~ lol, yeah<br /><br />49. are you hiding something from someone?<br />~ no, people can find out now<br /><br />50. do you play an instrument?<br />~ no<br /><br /><br />ok time for homework urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:elusivethoughts:47169 2006-01-02T18:02:50Z 2006-01-02T18:02:50Z that wildfire show is on sick on new years...of course<br />it was ok though, jay and me were lame and just went to my parents<br />which was fun, my parents are pretty cool i must say lol<br /><br />anyway, i want to see so many people before classes start again<br />but i dont think that can happen =(<br /><br />start working with katie soon. that makes me happy...i love katie.<br /><br />ok off to the store to get some more vick's vapor rub and a season of the family guy.<br /><br /><br />i miss my buby urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:elusivethoughts:46990 2005-11-06T18:49:49Z 2005-11-06T18:49:49Z football game on the TV kinda bored, jay went to walmart and i think he's lost in there,<br />its been awhile since he left. <br /><br />anyway, dont work at Joanns anymore, i liked it, but lets face it, a job that starts<br />at 6 and 7am everyday, just isn't for me yet...lol...oh well<br />OLIVE GARDEN just called. so interview tomorrow...=)<br />but i fear if i work there i will blow up b/c i love the bread sticks and<br />pretty much everything else on the menu.<br />ok that was all really boring, but anyway,<br />i love hanging out with ashley again, and as always love<br />the cotter, and darlene and vanessa...(god feel like i'm three)<br />ok really,....HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY VANESSA!!!<br /><br />lol..jay got a shirt that says the whole got tickets..to the gun show, oh my god its sooo funny urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:elusivethoughts:46779 2005-10-07T18:20:23Z 2005-10-07T18:20:23Z Tom Petty Should be studying, but i have voted no for now.<br />Not going to lie, a little hungover, <br />but i think Darlene has me on this one. (oh i love you)<br /><br />So yeah considering the whole job thing...yeah, i don't know...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />So you know what I love, girls who run their mouths behind others backs (and <br />always about people they don't know, of course...which is not smart b/c you <br />never know who's crazy, and who's not.) all the time, but are the first <br />to say that they would say anything to anyones face, but in all reality, are the <br />last to actually do so. thats what tends to bring out a not so nice side of <br />me and others. what else i love, is these girls don't realise EVERYTHING <br />they say will be found out or is already known.<br />...ok i'll just leave that little message as that, and take it as you will, <br />but, hint, don't be dumb... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:elusivethoughts:46387 2005-10-07T17:35:31Z 2005-10-07T17:35:31Z Tom Petty [x] I am a cuddler<br />[ ] I am a great dancer<br />[ ] I am a morning person.<br />[ ] I am a perfectionist. <br />[ ] I am an only child.<br />[X] I am Catholic.<br />[x] I am currently in my pajamas.<br />[ ] I am currently pregnant.<br />[ ] I am currently single<br />[ ] I am currently suffering from a broken heart.<br />[x] I am okay at styling other people's hair.<br />[x] I am left handed.<br />[ ] I am married.<br />[ ] I am addicted to my lj.<br />[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message<br />[x] I am very shy around the opposite (and same) gender at first.<br />[x] I bite my nails.<br />[x] I can be paranoid at times.<br />[ ] I currently have a crush on someone<br />[ ] I currently regret something that I have done<br />[X] When I get mad I curse frequently.<br />[ ] I don't hate anyone.<br />[X] I enjoy country music.<br />[ ] I enjoy jazz music.<br />[x] I enjoy smoothies<br />[X] I enjoy talking on the phone.<br />[x] I have a car<br />[x] I have a cell phone.<br />[x] I have/had a hard time paying attention at school.[What can i say ADD will do that]<br />[ ] I have a hidden talent<br />[x] I have a lot to learn.<br />[x] I have a pet.<br />[ ] I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.<br />[x] I have a tendency to fall for the "wrong" guy/girl. [not this time though]<br />[ ] I have all my grandparents<br />[x] I have at least one brother and/or sister.<br />[ ] I have been in a threesome.<br />[x] I have been to another country.<br />[ ] I have been to Europe.<br />[X] I have been told that I am very smart (or the exact opposite).<br />[ ] I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor.<br />[x] I have broken a bone.<br />[x] I have Caller I.D. on my phone.<br />[x] I have changed a diaper/nappy.<br />[ ] I have changed a lot over the past year.<br />[x] I have done something illegal.<br />[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.<br />[x] I have had major/minor surgery<br />[ ] I have killed another person.<br />[ ] I have had my hair cut within the last week.<br />[x] I have had the cops called on me.<br />[x] I have kissed someone I knew I shouldn't<br />[x] I have mood swings <br />[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.<br />[x] I have rejected someone before.<br />[ ] I have seen The Lord of the Rings trilogy.<br />[x] I have seen the television show The O.C. (LOVE IT!)<br />[x] I have watched Sex and the City.<br />[ ] I like Shakespeare.<br />[ ] I like the taste of blood.<br />[x] I love to cook.<br />[x] I like to sing. (alone in the car)<br />[ ] I love to make fun of Michael Jackson.<br />[x] I love my friends.<br />[x] I love sleeping.<br />[ ] I love to play computer games.<br />[x] I love to shop. [no, i love buying.]<br />[x] I miss someone right now.<br />[x] I own 100 CDs or more.<br />[X] I own and use a library card.(i know be jealous...)<br />[ ] I practice a religion that is not considered mainstream<br />[x] I read books for pleasure in my spare time.<br />[ ] I sleep a lot during the day.<br />[ ] I strongly dislike math.<br />[ ] I think Britney Spears is pretty when she's not being a slut<br />[ ] I was born in a country other than the US.<br />[ ] I watch soap operas on a regular basis.<br />[x] I will try almost anything once.<br />[ ] I work at a job that I enjoy<br />[ ] I would classify myself as ghetto<br />[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free.<br />[x] I can name all 7 dwarfs from Snow White<br />[ ] I am currently wearing socks.<br />[x] I am tired.<br />[x] I love to paint/draw/sketch/sculpt (I'm not good at it though) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:elusivethoughts:46124 2005-09-14T22:17:20Z 2005-09-14T22:17:20Z jay's fan is making a weird noise so lots of stuff....good stuff...some bad...but mostly good.<br /><br />yup. school started, haven't really been up there to party or hang out but<br />i got my other stuff going on.<br /><br />.......really dont like that.....<br /><br />ok nothing really to say, gotta get back to my TV show... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:elusivethoughts:45916 2005-04-21T08:51:20Z 2005-04-21T08:51:20Z I can hear her heart beat for a thousand miles <br />And the heavens open up every time she smiles <br />And when I come home to her that's where I belong <br />Yet I'm running to her like a river's song <br /><br />[chorus]<br />she gives me love love love love crazy love <br />she gives me love love love love crazy love... <br /><br />She's got a fine sense of humor when I'm feeling low down <br />And when I come home to her when the sun goes down <br />She takes away my troubles, takes away my grief <br />Takes away my heartache in the night like a thief. <br /><br />[repeat chorus]<br /><br />She's got love love love love crazy love <br />Yes I need her in the daytime <br />Yes I need her in the night <br />I want to throw my arms around her <br />To kiss her, hug her, kiss her, hug her tight <br />And when I'm returning from so far away <br />She gives me such sweet lovin' brightens up my day <br />And makes me righteuos and makes me whole <br />And it makes me mellow down to my soul <br /><br />-----------------------------------------------<br /><br />I HAD AN AMAZING BIRTHDAY!!! Thank you Andrea, Cath, Danielle, rebs!<br />only 363 days til i'm 21!!!!<br /><br /><br />~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~<br /><br />so much good stuff latly.<br />i dont want school to end, wait thats a lie, i dont wanna leave MSU<br />i just love it<br /><br /><br /><br />so as i'm sitting here at 5 am, i'm realizing that was it, <br />that was our last chance and it didnt happen,<br />its passed...goodbye<br />if it's ment to happen it will...and i guess it's just not<br />i'm just being a crazy girl urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:elusivethoughts:45734 2005-04-14T05:29:50Z 2005-04-14T05:29:50Z you've never lost anyone the ways i have...it hurts and i've found out...my brother was right...i'm just simply broken<br /><br /><br /><br />................. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:elusivethoughts:45468 2005-04-12T05:27:06Z 2005-04-12T05:27:06Z wow...keep it going there, geezzzz, <br /><br />whatever, i'm going to miss state soooooo much...at least i get my breaks...it keeps it alive<br />or just closes it all out, i'm not sure....<br />to many have hurt me nad dont know or dont care and needless to say, if i didn't have state i'm not sure what i have would have done....<br /><br />how could you do that to me...i forgive you, and then again, you don't care....you really dont, you say you do but i see it...whatever, fuck off, i dont respect anymore....sorry deal<br /><br /><br />ok sorry, just venting, wow, i need to get shit out urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:elusivethoughts:45184 2005-03-30T07:28:55Z 2005-03-30T07:28:55Z things change...<br /><br />it sucks...<br /> <br />people repeat shit that has already hurt others...<br /><br /><br /><br />PS...i know you wont see this but you are a dumb mother fucker, i find everything out, and my choice is you are a piece of shit that i dont trust, and i dont think i ever did urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:elusivethoughts:44904 2005-03-24T09:16:18Z 2005-03-24T09:16:18Z You'll see when you move out it just sort of happens one day and it's just gone. And you can never get it back. It's like you get homesick for a place that doesn't exist. I mean it's like this right of passage, you know. You won't have this feeling again until you create a new idea of home for yourself, you know, for you kids, for the family you start, it's like a cycle or something. I miss the idea of it. Maybe that's all family really is. A group of people who miss the same imaginary place. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:elusivethoughts:44779 2005-03-03T09:22:45Z 2005-03-03T09:22:45Z but i love you until the end no matter what you do urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:elusivethoughts:44463 2005-02-26T21:55:37Z 2005-02-26T21:55:37Z came home last night and had a fucking blast!<br />andrea, you better come up w/ ashley wednesday. anyway, just a very good night.<br />and thank you adam, only took you 5 minutes to realise who i was lol.<br /><br />anyway, going back to state b/c the roomie said or else, but yeah, thought id write this pointless entry.<br /><br />later urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:elusivethoughts:44203 2005-02-21T08:13:05Z 2005-02-21T08:13:05Z I can't be losing sleep<br />over this, no I can't<br />and now I cannot stop pacing<br />give me a few hours<br />I'll have this all sorted out<br />if my mind would just stop racing <br /><br />cause I cannot stand still<br />I can't be this unsturdy<br />this cannot be happening <br /><br />this is over my head<br />but underneath my feet<br />cause by tomorrow morning<br />I'll have this thing beat<br />and everything will be back to the way that it was<br />I wish that it was just that easy <br /><br />cause I'm waiting for tonight<br />and then waiting for tomorrow<br />and I'm somewhere in between<br />what is real and just a dream<br />what is real and just a dream<br />what is real and just a dream <br /><br />would you catch me if I fall out of what I fell in<br />don't be surprised if I collapse<br />down at your feet again<br />I don't want to run away from this<br />I know that I just don't need this <br /><br />cause I cannot stand still<br />I can't be this unsturdy<br />this cannot be happening, yeah <br /><br />cause I'm waiting for tonight<br />and then waiting for tomorrow<br />and I'm somewhere in between<br />what is real and just a dream<br />what is real and just a dream<br />what is real and just a dream<br />what is real and just a dream <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />OK ADAM'S BIRTHDAY IS MARCH 25TH HIS 21ST FOR WHOEVER MISSED THAT MEMO....ANYWAY WHO WANTS TO GO OUT THAT NIGHT....LET ME KNOW!!! B/C HE'S MY BABY AND WE'RE GIVEN HIM A BADASS B-DAY!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:elusivethoughts:43901 2005-02-09T06:56:42Z 2005-02-09T06:56:42Z collide dont you hate when you figure out the one you left for something else, was what you wanted all along. <br /><br /><br />I feel so shity about what i did....gggrrrr...i'm an idiot.<br />with every warning, everything bad said, i didn't listen.<br /><br />i left such a good thing for something i truly cant stand. <br /><br /><br /><br /><br />. never judge a book by its cover. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:elusivethoughts:43623 2005-01-11T06:46:29Z 2005-01-11T06:46:29Z When the keg has been kicked, when the liquor has run dry, when we've fallen out of love with that "perfect" guy, when the party is over, when we're passed out on the floor, when we can't keep kicking ass in beer pong anymore, when we've fallen down, when the world has turned cold and we're sitting in our rockers getting old, we'll still be best friends cause we all know the deal, we're each other's girls and we'll always keep it real urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:elusivethoughts:43273 2005-01-10T02:54:09Z 2005-01-10T02:54:09Z so excited to be back<br />but miss andrea and everyone, and matt thank you for not letting me face plant the wall lol urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:elusivethoughts:43067 2005-01-04T18:30:55Z 2005-01-04T18:30:55Z <img src="http://images.quizilla.com/X/xdeadxstarx/1044037678_turesBlack.jpg" border="0" alt="Info Black"><br>Your Heart is Black<br /><br><br><a href="http://quizilla.com/users/xdeadxstarx/quizzes/What%20Color%20is%20Your%20Heart%3F%20/"> <font size="-1">What Color is Your Heart? </font></a><br> <font size="-3">brought to you by <a href="http://quizilla.com">Quizilla</a></font> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:elusivethoughts:42773 2004-12-27T02:10:50Z 2004-12-27T02:10:50Z not what i thought but hey more than a weekend is more then a weekend.<br />i have decided that going to school changes a lot of things...<br />things i didn't want to change but hey, what are you gonna do....<br /><br /><br />anyway, i love whoever, and me and andrea, oh yeah, we are sweet...lol urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:elusivethoughts:42533 2004-12-21T05:20:39Z 2004-12-21T05:20:39Z home<br /><br /><br />yup... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:elusivethoughts:42423 2004-12-15T06:44:53Z 2004-12-15T06:44:53Z can you say my head my blow up urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:elusivethoughts:41745 2004-11-23T20:03:23Z 2004-11-23T20:03:23Z Man, if I could sing, I'd keep singing this song to my daughter<br />If I could hit the notes, I'd blow something as long as my father<br />To show her how I feel about her, how proud I am that I got her<br />God, I'm a daddy, I'm so glad that her mum didn't want her<br /><br />Now you probly get this picture from my public persona<br />That I'm a pistol-packing drug-addict who bags on his momma,<br />But I wanna just take this time out to be perfectly honest<br />Cuz there's a lot of shit I keep bottled that hurts deep inside o' my soul,<br />And just know that I grow colder the older I grow<br />This boulder on my shoulder gets heavy and harder to hold<br />And this load is like the weight of the world<br />And I think my neck is breaking should I just give up,<br />Or try to live up to these expectations?<br />Now look, I love my daughter more than life in itself,<br />But I got a wife that's determined to make my life livin'hell<br />But I handle it well, given the circumstances I'm dealt<br />So many chances, man, it's too bad, coulda had someone else<br />But the years that I've wasted are nothing to the tears that I've tasted<br />So here's what im facin: <br />3 felonies, 6 years of probation<br />I've went to jail for this woman, I've been to bat for this woman<br />I've taken bats to peoples backs, bent over backwards for this woman<br />Man, I shoulda seen it comin, why'd I stick my penis up in?<br />Woulda ripped the pre-nup up if I'd seen what she was fuckin<br />But fuck it, it's over, there's no more reason to cry no more<br />I got my baby, baby the only lady that I adore, Hailie<br />So sayonara, try tomorra, nice to know ya<br />My baby's travelled back to the arms of her rightful owner<br />And suddenly it seems that my shoulder blades have just shifted<br />It's like the greatest gift you can get<br />The weight has been lifted <br /><br />Now it don't feel like the world's on my shoulders<br />Everyone's leanin'on me<br />Cuz my baby know's that her daddy's a soldier<br />Nothin' can take her from me urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:elusivethoughts:41605 2004-11-22T04:57:32Z 2004-11-22T04:57:32Z everydays a new day i'll see you all on wed.<br /><br /><br />haha...matt case race<br /><br /><br />um, wisord of oz um<br />nothing to say but i'll see all home people soon.<br />later<br /><br /><br />ps-i knew it