Hate it or Love it...

Mon, 20 Feb 2006 19:09:05 GMT

The baby isnt a it anymore it's a girl!!!!

got this from Brandon's MySpace... =)

Tue, 24 Jan 2006 22:53:52 GMT

You know you're from Michigan when...

1. You've never met any celebrities.

2. "Vacation" means going to Cedar Point.

3. At least 1 member of your family disowns you the week of the
Michigan/Michigan State game.

4. Half the change in your pocket is Canadian ... eh!

5. You drive 86 mph on the highway and pass on the right.

6. Your idea of a traffic jam is 40 cars waiting to pass an orange
barrel.

7. You know how to play (and pronounce) Euchre.

8. It's easy to get VERNORS Ginger Ale, Sanders Hot Fudge sauce and Faygo Pop.

9. You know how to pronounce "Mackinac."

10. You've had to switch on the "heat" and the "A/C" in the same day.

11. You bake with SODA and drink a POP.

12. The movie "Escanaba in Da Moonlight" wasn't funny. You consider it a documentary.

13. Your little league game was snowed out.

14. The word "thumb" has geographical, rather than anatomical
significance.

15. You show people where you grew up by pointing to a spot on the back of your left hand.

16. Traveling coast-to-coast means driving from Port Huron to Muskegon.

17. You measure distance in minutes.

18. When giving directions, you refer to "A Michigan Left."

19. You know that Kalamazoo not only exists, but it is either raining or snowing there.

20. Your year has 2 seasons: winter and Construction.

21. Home Depot on any Saturday is busier than toy stores at Christmas.

22. You know when it has rained because of the smell of worms.

23. Owning a Japanese car was a hangin' offense in your hometown.

24. You believe that "down south" means Toledo.

25. You actually understand everything i just said =)

I like that one!

Already in the 2nd trimester, this kid is going to be here before we know it! =)

Something in this is important....

Tue, 17 Jan 2006 19:20:46 GMT

1. what is your middle name?
~ Anne

2. what size is your bed?
~ Queen

3. what are you listening to right now?
~ Boy Meets World...talking to Andrea

4. what are the last 2 digits in your phone number?
~ 21

5. what was the last thing you ate?
~ SUBWAY...Mmmmm

6. last person you hugged?
~ Jay

7. how is the weather right now?
~ raining

8. who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
~ Andrea

9. whats the first thing you notice about someone of the opposite sex?
~ smile

10. do u have a G/F B/F?
~ yes i do

11. do you want children?
~ i'll be a mommy in six more months

12. do you drink?
~ yes but not when i'm carrying the baby

13. ever get so drunk you don't remember the entire night?
~ oh yes

14. hair color?
~ brown

15. Eyes?
~ Brown

17. favorite holiday?
~ christmas

18. favorite season?
~ spring

19. ever cried for no reason?
~ oh yes

20. last movie you watched?
~ monster-in-law

30. piercing?
~ 6

31.favorite movie(s)?
~ cinderella

32 favorite college football team?
~ MSU

33. what were you doing before filling this out?
~ eatin my subway

34. any pets?
~ many and i love them all

35. dog or cat?
~ both

36. Names?
~ not listing all their names

37. have you ever been caught doing something you weren't supposed to be doing?
~ oh yes

38. Have you ever loved someone?
~ yes

39. who would you like to see right now?
~ Jay

40. are you still friends with your exs?
~ some of them

41. have you ever fired a gun?
~ no

42. do you like to travel by plane?
~ yes

43. right- or left-handed?
~ lefty

44. if you could be with someone right now who would it be?
~ My Buby

45. how many pillows do you sleep with?
~ 2 or three

46. are you missing someone?
~ my buby

47. Do you have a tattoo?
~ yes, 2

48. do you still watch cartoons on Saturday morning?
~ lol, yeah

49. are you hiding something from someone?
~ no, people can find out now

50. do you play an instrument?
~ no

ok time for homework

yuck...i hate being sick

Mon, 02 Jan 2006 18:02:50 GMT

sick on new years...of course
it was ok though, jay and me were lame and just went to my parents
which was fun, my parents are pretty cool i must say lol

anyway, i want to see so many people before classes start again
but i dont think that can happen =(

start working with katie soon. that makes me happy...i love katie.

ok off to the store to get some more vick's vapor rub and a season of the family guy.

i miss my buby

"girls just wanna have fun" I'm sooooo going to that concert!

Sun, 06 Nov 2005 18:49:49 GMT

kinda bored, jay went to walmart and i think he's lost in there,
its been awhile since he left.

anyway, dont work at Joanns anymore, i liked it, but lets face it, a job that starts
at 6 and 7am everyday, just isn't for me yet...lol...oh well
OLIVE GARDEN just called. so interview tomorrow...=)
but i fear if i work there i will blow up b/c i love the bread sticks and
pretty much everything else on the menu.
ok that was all really boring, but anyway,
i love hanging out with ashley again, and as always love
the cotter, and darlene and vanessa...(god feel like i'm three)
ok really,....HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY VANESSA!!!

lol..jay got a shirt that says the whole got tickets..to the gun show, oh my god its sooo funny

Swallow all your bitter pills,That's what makes you beautiful

Fri, 07 Oct 2005 18:20:23 GMT

Should be studying, but i have voted no for now.
Not going to lie, a little hungover,
but i think Darlene has me on this one. (oh i love you)

So yeah considering the whole job thing...yeah, i don't know...

So you know what I love, girls who run their mouths behind others backs (and
always about people they don't know, of course...which is not smart b/c you
never know who's crazy, and who's not.) all the time, but are the first
to say that they would say anything to anyones face, but in all reality, are the
last to actually do so. thats what tends to bring out a not so nice side of
me and others. what else i love, is these girls don't realise EVERYTHING
they say will be found out or is already known.
...ok i'll just leave that little message as that, and take it as you will,
but, hint, don't be dumb...

I'm obviously very bored...

Fri, 07 Oct 2005 17:35:31 GMT

[x] I am a cuddler
[ ] I am a great dancer
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I am a perfectionist.
[ ] I am an only child.
[X] I am Catholic.
[x] I am currently in my pajamas.
[ ] I am currently pregnant.
[ ] I am currently single
[ ] I am currently suffering from a broken heart.
[x] I am okay at styling other people's hair.
[x] I am left handed.
[ ] I am married.
[ ] I am addicted to my lj.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message
[x] I am very shy around the opposite (and same) gender at first.
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I can be paranoid at times.
[ ] I currently have a crush on someone
[ ] I currently regret something that I have done
[X] When I get mad I curse frequently.
[ ] I don't hate anyone.
[X] I enjoy country music.
[ ] I enjoy jazz music.
[x] I enjoy smoothies
[X] I enjoy talking on the phone.
[x] I have a car
[x] I have a cell phone.
[x] I have/had a hard time paying attention at school.[What can i say ADD will do that]
[ ] I have a hidden talent
[x] I have a lot to learn.
[x] I have a pet.
[ ] I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
[x] I have a tendency to fall for the "wrong" guy/girl. [not this time though]
[ ] I have all my grandparents
[x] I have at least one brother and/or sister.
[ ] I have been in a threesome.
[x] I have been to another country.
[ ] I have been to Europe.
[X] I have been told that I am very smart (or the exact opposite).
[ ] I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor.
[x] I have broken a bone.
[x] I have Caller I.D. on my phone.
[x] I have changed a diaper/nappy.
[ ] I have changed a lot over the past year.
[x] I have done something illegal.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[x] I have had major/minor surgery
[ ] I have killed another person.
[ ] I have had my hair cut within the last week.
[x] I have had the cops called on me.
[x] I have kissed someone I knew I shouldn't
[x] I have mood swings
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] I have rejected someone before.
[ ] I have seen The Lord of the Rings trilogy.
[x] I have seen the television show The O.C. (LOVE IT!)
[x] I have watched Sex and the City.
[ ] I like Shakespeare.
[ ] I like the taste of blood.
[x] I love to cook.
[x] I like to sing. (alone in the car)
[ ] I love to make fun of Michael Jackson.
[x] I love my friends.
[x] I love sleeping.
[ ] I love to play computer games.
[x] I love to shop. [no, i love buying.]
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I own 100 CDs or more.
[X] I own and use a library card.(i know be jealous...)
[ ] I practice a religion that is not considered mainstream
[x] I read books for pleasure in my spare time.
[ ] I sleep a lot during the day.
[ ] I strongly dislike math.
[ ] I think Britney Spears is pretty when she's not being a slut
[ ] I was born in a country other than the US.
[ ] I watch soap operas on a regular basis.
[x] I will try almost anything once.
[ ] I work at a job that I enjoy
[ ] I would classify myself as ghetto
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I can name all 7 dwarfs from Snow White
[ ] I am currently wearing socks.
[x] I am tired.
[x] I love to paint/draw/sketch/sculpt (I'm not good at it though)

Things have been great...

Wed, 14 Sep 2005 22:17:20 GMT

so lots of stuff....good stuff...some bad...but mostly good.

yup. school started, haven't really been up there to party or hang out but
i got my other stuff going on.

.......really dont like that.....

ok nothing really to say, gotta get back to my TV show...

Thu, 21 Apr 2005 08:51:20 GMT

I can hear her heart beat for a thousand miles
And the heavens open up every time she smiles
And when I come home to her that's where I belong
Yet I'm running to her like a river's song

[chorus]
she gives me love love love love crazy love
she gives me love love love love crazy love...

She's got a fine sense of humor when I'm feeling low down
And when I come home to her when the sun goes down
She takes away my troubles, takes away my grief
Takes away my heartache in the night like a thief.

[repeat chorus]

She's got love love love love crazy love
Yes I need her in the daytime
Yes I need her in the night
I want to throw my arms around her
To kiss her, hug her, kiss her, hug her tight
And when I'm returning from so far away
She gives me such sweet lovin' brightens up my day
And makes me righteuos and makes me whole
And it makes me mellow down to my soul

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I HAD AN AMAZING BIRTHDAY!!! Thank you Andrea, Cath, Danielle, rebs!
only 363 days til i'm 21!!!!

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so much good stuff latly.
i dont want school to end, wait thats a lie, i dont wanna leave MSU
i just love it

so as i'm sitting here at 5 am, i'm realizing that was it,
that was our last chance and it didnt happen,
its passed...goodbye
if it's ment to happen it will...and i guess it's just not
i'm just being a crazy girl

Thu, 14 Apr 2005 05:29:50 GMT

you've never lost anyone the ways i have...it hurts and i've found out...my brother was right...i'm just simply broken

.................

i should hit you soooo hard

Tue, 12 Apr 2005 05:27:06 GMT

wow...keep it going there, geezzzz,

whatever, i'm going to miss state soooooo much...at least i get my breaks...it keeps it alive
or just closes it all out, i'm not sure....
to many have hurt me nad dont know or dont care and needless to say, if i didn't have state i'm not sure what i have would have done....

how could you do that to me...i forgive you, and then again, you don't care....you really dont, you say you do but i see it...whatever, fuck off, i dont respect anymore....sorry deal

ok sorry, just venting, wow, i need to get shit out

Wed, 30 Mar 2005 07:28:55 GMT

things change...

it sucks...

people repeat shit that has already hurt others...

PS...i know you wont see this but you are a dumb mother fucker, i find everything out, and my choice is you are a piece of shit that i dont trust, and i dont think i ever did

....

Thu, 24 Mar 2005 09:16:18 GMT

You'll see when you move out it just sort of happens one day and it's just gone. And you can never get it back. It's like you get homesick for a place that doesn't exist. I mean it's like this right of passage, you know. You won't have this feeling again until you create a new idea of home for yourself, you know, for you kids, for the family you start, it's like a cycle or something. I miss the idea of it. Maybe that's all family really is. A group of people who miss the same imaginary place.

Thu, 03 Mar 2005 09:22:45 GMT

but i love you until the end no matter what you do

what a good night

Sat, 26 Feb 2005 21:55:37 GMT

came home last night and had a fucking blast!
andrea, you better come up w/ ashley wednesday. anyway, just a very good night.
and thank you adam, only took you 5 minutes to realise who i was lol.

anyway, going back to state b/c the roomie said or else, but yeah, thought id write this pointless entry.

later

Mon, 21 Feb 2005 08:13:05 GMT

I can't be losing sleep
over this, no I can't
and now I cannot stop pacing
give me a few hours
I'll have this all sorted out
if my mind would just stop racing

cause I cannot stand still
I can't be this unsturdy
this cannot be happening

this is over my head
but underneath my feet
cause by tomorrow morning
I'll have this thing beat
and everything will be back to the way that it was
I wish that it was just that easy

cause I'm waiting for tonight
and then waiting for tomorrow
and I'm somewhere in between
what is real and just a dream
what is real and just a dream
what is real and just a dream

would you catch me if I fall out of what I fell in
don't be surprised if I collapse
down at your feet again
I don't want to run away from this
I know that I just don't need this

cause I cannot stand still
I can't be this unsturdy
this cannot be happening, yeah

cause I'm waiting for tonight
and then waiting for tomorrow
and I'm somewhere in between
what is real and just a dream
what is real and just a dream
what is real and just a dream
what is real and just a dream

OK ADAM'S BIRTHDAY IS MARCH 25TH HIS 21ST FOR WHOEVER MISSED THAT MEMO....ANYWAY WHO WANTS TO GO OUT THAT NIGHT....LET ME KNOW!!! B/C HE'S MY BABY AND WE'RE GIVEN HIM A BADASS B-DAY!!!

he broke my heart, so i broke his jaw...

Wed, 09 Feb 2005 06:56:42 GMT

dont you hate when you figure out the one you left for something else, was what you wanted all along.

I feel so shity about what i did....gggrrrr...i'm an idiot.
with every warning, everything bad said, i didn't listen.

i left such a good thing for something i truly cant stand.

. never judge a book by its cover.

Tue, 11 Jan 2005 06:46:29 GMT

When the keg has been kicked, when the liquor has run dry, when we've fallen out of love with that "perfect" guy, when the party is over, when we're passed out on the floor, when we can't keep kicking ass in beer pong anymore, when we've fallen down, when the world has turned cold and we're sitting in our rockers getting old, we'll still be best friends cause we all know the deal, we're each other's girls and we'll always keep it real

Mon, 10 Jan 2005 02:54:09 GMT

so excited to be back
but miss andrea and everyone, and matt thank you for not letting me face plant the wall lol

ah...i should go jump off a cliff...lol

Tue, 04 Jan 2005 18:30:55 GMT

Your Heart is Black

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so about home...

Mon, 27 Dec 2004 02:10:50 GMT

not what i thought but hey more than a weekend is more then a weekend.
i have decided that going to school changes a lot of things...
things i didn't want to change but hey, what are you gonna do....

anyway, i love whoever, and me and andrea, oh yeah, we are sweet...lol

Tue, 21 Dec 2004 05:20:39 GMT

home

yup...

Wed, 15 Dec 2004 06:44:53 GMT

can you say my head my blow up

i love this f*ing song...

Tue, 23 Nov 2004 20:03:23 GMT

Man, if I could sing, I'd keep singing this song to my daughter
If I could hit the notes, I'd blow something as long as my father
To show her how I feel about her, how proud I am that I got her
God, I'm a daddy, I'm so glad that her mum didn't want her

Now you probly get this picture from my public persona
That I'm a pistol-packing drug-addict who bags on his momma,
But I wanna just take this time out to be perfectly honest
Cuz there's a lot of shit I keep bottled that hurts deep inside o' my soul,
And just know that I grow colder the older I grow
This boulder on my shoulder gets heavy and harder to hold
And this load is like the weight of the world
And I think my neck is breaking should I just give up,
Or try to live up to these expectations?
Now look, I love my daughter more than life in itself,
But I got a wife that's determined to make my life livin'hell
But I handle it well, given the circumstances I'm dealt
So many chances, man, it's too bad, coulda had someone else
But the years that I've wasted are nothing to the tears that I've tasted
So here's what im facin:
3 felonies, 6 years of probation
I've went to jail for this woman, I've been to bat for this woman
I've taken bats to peoples backs, bent over backwards for this woman
Man, I shoulda seen it comin, why'd I stick my penis up in?
Woulda ripped the pre-nup up if I'd seen what she was fuckin
But fuck it, it's over, there's no more reason to cry no more
I got my baby, baby the only lady that I adore, Hailie
So sayonara, try tomorra, nice to know ya
My baby's travelled back to the arms of her rightful owner
And suddenly it seems that my shoulder blades have just shifted
It's like the greatest gift you can get
The weight has been lifted

Now it don't feel like the world's on my shoulders
Everyone's leanin'on me
Cuz my baby know's that her daddy's a soldier
Nothin' can take her from me

Mon, 22 Nov 2004 04:57:32 GMT

i'll see you all on wed.

haha...matt case race

um, wisord of oz um
nothing to say but i'll see all home people soon.
later

ps-i knew it